Everyone has a mask.

You know, a long time ago, I've read a quote that says, "Everyone has a mask that they'll never take off." So since that, I wonder. What kind of mask that my friends wear? How about my teachers? Family members? Or just a mere acquaintance? It's intriguing . I'm one curios girl. I wanna know anything.

I hate it. I hate it. I wanna know everything. EVERY SINGLE THING. I don't want people to hide. Show yourself. Show it to me. Your true colors. That's what I want. I want to see you.

But

I'll never get to see you. Seamlessly hiding behind a mask. Whether it seems real or unreal. I just can't.

Why oh why didn't you let me see it? Is it too ugly?

I wanna see it.

JUST LET ME SEE IT.

I hate myself because I'm hiding.

I wanna come out from the shadows and stand beneath the light.

Will I be happy like that? I guess yes.

People will notice me. People will start to rely on me. Will I be happy with that?

Will I ?

I don't know. I'm so unreal.

I'm so unpredictable. I'm like a time bomb. Waiting for my time to explode.

Be careful because when I explode, I tend to hurt people. Especially those who are close to me.

To those who were hurted by me.

I wanna say

I'm sorry.

As Random As It Gets

What can I say, SPM itu adalah satu medan perjuangan bagi semua batch 98.

Saya batch 99 :P

SPM NEXT YEAR PON TAK SEDAR-SEDARKAN DIRI NAK STUDY, SARAH, SARAH.

Tapikan, tahun ni one of my beloved person, SPM. So yeah, GL to that person. Hahahhahaha. Lepas SPM tau la ape aku nak buat kat kau. buli kau starbucks, masuk sephora. BAHAHAHAHAH, *kejam*

And yeah, disebabkan tak ada SPM, mesti ada benda lain untuk aku kan? Yes, ujian akhir tahun =,=

BM went well, BI went well, MATH not so good, AGAMA went well, SEJARAH went well, KIMIA went well, PHYSICS went into a rocky road, BIO terjun bangunan, ADDMATHS mati kena tembak dengan machine gun pastu kena campak dalam gaung and mereput.

PETUNJUK:

1. Hijau - ada harapan A
2. Kuning - B or C
3. Oren - ada harapan lulus tapi parah
4. Merah - takde harapan lulus, patah tengkuk, mati X.X

So yeah, kesimpulannya, aku nak sekurang kurangnya 3A nak masuk CHAMPIONS. CHAMPIONS tu program yang sekolah aku anjurkan kira macam harapan sekolah la jugak kot, entahlah nak. Harap lepas la masuk CHAMPIONS.

Oh yeah, about habbo, habbo is going fine, penat rank selling, penat training, penat promote orang. BAHAHAHAHHA, padahal takde boss dah, dah jadi free wanderer dalam MPD xD kuikuikui.

22/11/15 kenduri makcik ~ nanti kalau aku ada masa aku upload gambar aii yang serba tidak sempurna - sempurni ni. Bahahahahhahaha, ada button badge nama aku nanti *bangga*

Pasal blog, aku malas nak upgrade, letak cbox segala bagai, nak simple-dimple ja, blogskin? Boleh  je. Malas. Malas. Malas. Sesiapa bakal saintis tu, please buat vaksin M atau pil R (get it? >.<)

OKay lah hakak-hakak, habang-habang sekalian, thanks for readin mah bloggie channn.

XOXO,

Sarah, Neko.